It sure was sooooo weird going to school today. IDK why. Bad feeling-ish. Basta it wasn't a greaaaaat day.

Anyway so many things going through my mind.. I think I need to sort it out.

1. Big Brother: Whenever I'm alone, I keep on thinking why my big brother did it and how come we didn't see the pain he was going through. Maybe I still regret a lot of things like not clicking him on my YM menu the night before or even not having a better conversation with him, not "INUBOS KO NA YUNG BON BON BEH! xP". (I know there's something wrong in that sentence but i do hope you get the point)

Kweh I still wish I could've done something to prevent this from happening but I guess even though I had done something it would still happen. Oh well, I just miss him now- the way he laughs, the way he sneezes etc. Right now, I would do anything just to see my big brother alive again and see that weird look on his face whilst explaining to us what happened. Okay scratch the last part. BASTA, you get the point.

Big Brother. I MISS YOU. Why did you do such a painful thing?

2. School: KWEH OBVIOUS REASONS but above all, SYSDEV2. Need I say more?

3. Friend: Well I have this friend... But I'm having like seconds thoughts about what's happening between us. NO. Not a love thing. It's a "im thinking if what she's doing is going to last or not because.....*secret*". Haaay. it's so confusing~ or rather IM CONFUSING.

4. Monthsary: NGE. hahahahah~ how many months? a year and a half na. HAHAHA.

5. Procrastinating: ACK. srsly, need I SAY MORE (again)??

6. Ear piercing: I had my 3rd piercing last saturday with teh NICKI (of course. It's a cousinry thing). Now it's kinda itchy when Im turning the earring (dont ask) but whattheheck. I love my piercing. Hehehehe :D

7. Belanova- Mexican group. Love their songs especially TUS OJOS. You should download it right now. It's a feel good song I swear! xD and the lead singer is pretty so there. :D

8. Coco's story- After reading "neighbors" (not official title), she has written ANOTHER story (no title yet). I'm at chapter 3 already. Kwahahaha. Interesting story... Can't wait xD

Hay. thoughts thoughts. Sana someone would give me a penny for my thoughts. hehehe. Ay di wag na pala 8 cents lang makukuha ko. harharhar. xD ang corni shet yan.

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I love Belanova.
I love Tus Ojos.
♥ Kweh *sigh*

Tus Ojos- Belanova

Viendo tus ojos
puedo descifrar el universo
El viento suave, el azul del cielo
al fin lo entiendo
Que este mundo gira
que algún día he de morir
pero contigo...

CORO
(uhhhh ahhhh uhh uhh)
y en esta historia...
(uhhh ahhhh uhh uhh)
no existe el tiempo
porque en tus brazos
te inventé el universo
al fin entiendo
que el pasado y el futuro solo existe hoy

and because i am so weird, I let yahoo translate the lyrics.. and the last line doesn't make any sense!

Your Eyes- Belanova

Seeing your eyes
I can decipher the universe
The smooth wind, the blue one of the sky
to the aim I understand it
That this world turns
that someday I have to die
but with you...

CHORUS
(uhhhh ahhhh uhh uhh)
and in this history...
(uhhh ahhhh uhh uhh)
the time does not exist
because in your arms
I invented the universe to you
to the aim I understand
that the past and the future single it exists today- HA? ANO RAW hahaha :p literal na translation eh noh.

Jamming to: Tus Ojos- Belanova
Today's mood: Lzy