Tuesday, February 24, 2004
as of now: confusion takes over my mind and body. As the third year is coming to an end, I still don't know what course to take it college.
My friends, parents as well as my teachers don't know how much pressure and stressed out I am just thinking what course I will take.
We had our career talk and there are a BUNCH of professionals ranging from teachers, nurses, pedias, producers, attorneys and so on. Yes. I was confused. They were always saying that I should take a course that is related somehow to my interests. I have tons of interests to choose from: sports, Tv, movies, Books, Radio, Dogs.... MANY! Very broad. Oh God, please give me a sign: a bluebird!
Actually, Food Technology is what im thinking. Although my chemistry grade is in a very wrong position, I like FOOD. Except japanese but the point here is that FooD is what i want therefore, Food Technology is what I want to take. Its a non quota and I think I can survive. I know there's no MONEY or no assured JOBS, at least im surrounded of what I REALLY LIKE!
The second is MassCommunication with a major in Films. I like watching movies. Its my hobby. It relaxes me when Im stresses and it makes me feel calm and steady so, I can see myself working as an editor or something or a producer.
The third is Nursing...yes I know, I can be richer and have a SURE Job and I can work 3 a week, but is it really what I want? Do I want to go to work and see those people in pain? See those people who pay thousands of money just to survive. Yes, it might be exciting when you're an ER nurse but do I feel comfortable seeing people in pain? Im I in it for the money of do I really want it because I want to see hearts/lungs/stomachs/nerves of the people makes my life "thrilling?"
Yes, I'm looking for "thrills" but seeing the body organs inside is not so thrilling to me....
Oh man...help me dear Lord, I hope that the course I will take up will be the right choice because I don't want to shift no more..
Dear Lord, I hope that I will pass UP.... I know Im a smart kid so please help me in my studies today. Thanks so much!
Thanks so much for the people who prays [if there are any] for me for my college course or something. Thank you so much. No words can express the gratitude Im giving to you!
*woooo-paaah! Take a break once in a while...
Quote of the day:"chismax? ano yun?" [babs]
Food of the day: Fishballs!
Color of the day: Green!
Expression of the day:"'Oh shootness"
Happiness Rate [1-10] today: 7-- passing!
My friends, parents as well as my teachers don't know how much pressure and stressed out I am just thinking what course I will take.
We had our career talk and there are a BUNCH of professionals ranging from teachers, nurses, pedias, producers, attorneys and so on. Yes. I was confused. They were always saying that I should take a course that is related somehow to my interests. I have tons of interests to choose from: sports, Tv, movies, Books, Radio, Dogs.... MANY! Very broad. Oh God, please give me a sign: a bluebird!
Actually, Food Technology is what im thinking. Although my chemistry grade is in a very wrong position, I like FOOD. Except japanese but the point here is that FooD is what i want therefore, Food Technology is what I want to take. Its a non quota and I think I can survive. I know there's no MONEY or no assured JOBS, at least im surrounded of what I REALLY LIKE!
The second is MassCommunication with a major in Films. I like watching movies. Its my hobby. It relaxes me when Im stresses and it makes me feel calm and steady so, I can see myself working as an editor or something or a producer.
The third is Nursing...yes I know, I can be richer and have a SURE Job and I can work 3 a week, but is it really what I want? Do I want to go to work and see those people in pain? See those people who pay thousands of money just to survive. Yes, it might be exciting when you're an ER nurse but do I feel comfortable seeing people in pain? Im I in it for the money of do I really want it because I want to see hearts/lungs/stomachs/nerves of the people makes my life "thrilling?"
Yes, I'm looking for "thrills" but seeing the body organs inside is not so thrilling to me....
Oh man...help me dear Lord, I hope that the course I will take up will be the right choice because I don't want to shift no more..
Dear Lord, I hope that I will pass UP.... I know Im a smart kid so please help me in my studies today. Thanks so much!
Thanks so much for the people who prays [if there are any] for me for my college course or something. Thank you so much. No words can express the gratitude Im giving to you!
*woooo-paaah! Take a break once in a while...
Quote of the day:"chismax? ano yun?" [babs]
Food of the day: Fishballs!
Color of the day: Green!
Expression of the day:"'Oh shootness"
Happiness Rate [1-10] today: 7-- passing!
Kimi scribbled down her thoughts @ 11:23 PM
