as of now: confusion takes over my mind and body. As the third year is coming to an end, I still don't know what course to take it college.
My friends, parents as well as my teachers don't know how much pressure and stressed out I am just thinking what course I will take.
We had our career talk and there are a BUNCH of professionals ranging from teachers, nurses, pedias, producers, attorneys and so on. Yes. I was confused. They were always saying that I should take a course that is related somehow to my interests. I have tons of interests to choose from: sports, Tv, movies, Books, Radio, Dogs.... MANY! Very broad. Oh God, please give me a sign: a bluebird!
Actually, Food Technology is what im thinking. Although my chemistry grade is in a very wrong position, I like FOOD. Except japanese but the point here is that FooD is what i want therefore, Food Technology is what I want to take. Its a non quota and I think I can survive. I know there's no MONEY or no assured JOBS, at least im surrounded of what I REALLY LIKE!
The second is MassCommunication with a major in Films. I like watching movies. Its my hobby. It relaxes me when Im stresses and it makes me feel calm and steady so, I can see myself working as an editor or something or a producer.
The third is Nursing...yes I know, I can be richer and have a SURE Job and I can work 3 a week, but is it really what I want? Do I want to go to work and see those people in pain? See those people who pay thousands of money just to survive. Yes, it might be exciting when you're an ER nurse but do I feel comfortable seeing people in pain? Im I in it for the money of do I really want it because I want to see hearts/lungs/stomachs/nerves of the people makes my life "thrilling?"
Yes, I'm looking for "thrills" but seeing the body organs inside is not so thrilling to me....
Oh man...help me dear Lord, I hope that the course I will take up will be the right choice because I don't want to shift no more..
Dear Lord, I hope that I will pass UP.... I know Im a smart kid so please help me in my studies today. Thanks so much!
Thanks so much for the people who prays [if there are any] for me for my college course or something. Thank you so much. No words can express the gratitude Im giving to you!
*woooo-paaah! Take a break once in a while...
Quote of the day:"chismax? ano yun?" [babs]
Food of the day: Fishballs!
Color of the day: Green!
Expression of the day:"'Oh shootness"
Happiness Rate [1-10] today: 7-- passing!
Kimi scribbled down her thoughts @ 11:23 PM
+Inevitable Ecstasy- it's like wiping your ass with silk.
+Admit it, at one point we WILL reach that ecstasy.
+I'm your winged fishbone, constantly swimming under the seas to enjoy the wonders given to us and hopefully, to seek the truth.
+Public Blog. Don't flood my tagboard.
+Enjoy and feel free to leave if you're offended in any way.
We will definitely see each other again but for now, WE MISS YOU!!!
Dare to dream
+graduate High School +survive college +to be in the Dean's List
+to be in the First Honor's Dean's List on my last term @ Lasalle - di natupad :( boo
+to graduate with Honors- di rin natupad boo! +be a graduate of BS-ICTM +graduate at DLSU on time
+be active in orgs- di parin to natupad boo
+land a decent-paying job in the Philippines and be happy with it
+find a high-paying job in Singapore [or anywhere outside the country] and be happy with it +a nice laptop with wireless connection +Confessions of Georgia Nicolson +Further Confessions of Georgia Nicolson- book5 and 6 also included
+The Roald Dahl Collection
+The Arcade Version of Dance Dance Revolution [the metal one! yeah that!]
+The Arcade Version of Dance Maniax
+Meet Kimi and Jenson
+Learn how to Tap Dance
+money money money
+Singapore trip (again)
+Beach time with le bushy girls
+Beach time with le college friends
+Original James Bond DVD collection +The Rasmus CD
+New ipod (iPod Touch please ktnx)
+An F1 ticket [weekend]
aaand my list goes ooooon...
My Livejournal account, Inevitable Ecstasy
My deviantart account, Chocolatefishbones
My multiply account, Oatmealraisin Cookie
My tumblr account, Sucks to be me Nicki, my cousin's LJ account Carlo, my boyfriend's multiply account Jackie, my UP-based GF's multiply account Kat, my Miriam-based GF's multiply account Coco, my UST-based fellow bushygirl who loves Star Wars as much as I do Kaydee, my UST-based fellow bushygirl's multiply Karissa, my friend who is exiled stuck in Singapore Patty, my Ateneo-based grade1 POG mate and now fancies them korean bois :) A.M, my LaSalle-based fellow S15 blockmate who, i assume, likes mornings Ate Mattel, my Mapua-based friend who I met through blogger
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Sixteenth Version. I found this cute picture of the 3 evils and decided to make it like..a deck of cards...ish. Well I don't know if THAT is seen but that's my concept anyway.
I have no idea where I got that rainbow, i was just doing some half-circle around the card and then the next thing I knew..THERE IT IS! I guess it somehow made it colorful. HAHAHA IDK IDK. What do you think? I kinda like it :)