as of now: confusion takes over my mind and body. As the third year is coming to an end, I still don't know what course to take it college.
My friends, parents as well as my teachers don't know how much pressure and stressed out I am just thinking what course I will take.
We had our career talk and there are a BUNCH of professionals ranging from teachers, nurses, pedias, producers, attorneys and so on. Yes. I was confused. They were always saying that I should take a course that is related somehow to my interests. I have tons of interests to choose from: sports, Tv, movies, Books, Radio, Dogs.... MANY! Very broad. Oh God, please give me a sign: a bluebird!
Actually, Food Technology is what im thinking. Although my chemistry grade is in a very wrong position, I like FOOD. Except japanese but the point here is that FooD is what i want therefore, Food Technology is what I want to take. Its a non quota and I think I can survive. I know there's no MONEY or no assured JOBS, at least im surrounded of what I REALLY LIKE!
The second is MassCommunication with a major in Films. I like watching movies. Its my hobby. It relaxes me when Im stresses and it makes me feel calm and steady so, I can see myself working as an editor or something or a producer.
The third is Nursing...yes I know, I can be richer and have a SURE Job and I can work 3 a week, but is it really what I want? Do I want to go to work and see those people in pain? See those people who pay thousands of money just to survive. Yes, it might be exciting when you're an ER nurse but do I feel comfortable seeing people in pain? Im I in it for the money of do I really want it because I want to see hearts/lungs/stomachs/nerves of the people makes my life "thrilling?"
Yes, I'm looking for "thrills" but seeing the body organs inside is not so thrilling to me....
Oh man...help me dear Lord, I hope that the course I will take up will be the right choice because I don't want to shift no more..
Dear Lord, I hope that I will pass UP.... I know Im a smart kid so please help me in my studies today. Thanks so much!
Thanks so much for the people who prays [if there are any] for me for my college course or something. Thank you so much. No words can express the gratitude Im giving to you!
*woooo-paaah! Take a break once in a while...
Quote of the day:"chismax? ano yun?" [babs]
Food of the day: Fishballs!
Color of the day: Green!
Expression of the day:"'Oh shootness"
Happiness Rate [1-10] today: 7-- passing!
Sunday, February 22, 2004
Oh yes, today is a sunday... two more friggin weeks and it's Formula One season again! I miss Kimi! HAHAHAHAHA! And now, I shall see him again. Grabehan na ito! Matagal na akong naghihintay sa start ng season! hahahaha!
Sa wednesday, walang pasok! Edsa One Celebration! Woo-hooooooooo! Gagawin ko yung mga never-ending projects ko para matapos na kaagad. Anyways, nawawala yung 3 quizzes ko sa pinoi. nag-disappear nalang.... grabeh, kinakabahan ako kasi baka hindi signan clearance ko. If ur reading this, please pray for me for my quizzes so that I can find them alreydi! I'm really working hard to study but I can't... there are too many distractions.... I just keep on trying but I can't DO IT!!! well, i should keep a positive mind: I CAN STUDY AND YOU WILL GET HIGH GRADES! That should keep my motivation...
*woooo-paaah! Take a break once in a while...
Quote of the day: "Ilalagay ko yung prom pics ko sa cl project ko, shempre nandun si......" [Lily]
Food of the day: Pasta Galore!
Color of the day: Yellow!
Expression of the day: Oh shootness....
Happiness Rate [1-10] today:5.... raming problems/projects....:]
*ps: tita vicki! Video cam ko! hahahahahaha!:]
Kimi scribbled down her thoughts @ 6:17 PM
Saturday, February 21, 2004
Last February 19... it was THE dreaded day of my life... well, not exactly.
You see, we have this annual Student's TakeOver at our school and after that day, we will have the educator's day where teachers will go have some fun! Our AP teacher assigned me and my friend, Catherine to be her substitute for the student's take over. It was our first time so our initial reaction was: YEHEY! WE'RE GONNA BE STUDENT TEACHERS WOOOOO-PAAA! The lesson to be taught: Industrial Revolution. Oh yeah, the time where the machines were born...like the telephone...radio....sewing machine. So we thought... oh yeah, what a piece of cake. It was a big mistake... So, along came feb 19 and it was my first time to wear a skirt at school.... a SKIRT...NOT A DRESS. haahahahaha. Oh yes, we thought it was going to be easy....but noooooooo. Our batch..oh our bitch mates were so noisy. yeah.... they don't want to copy notes, don't want to listen... they just want to talk
CHISMIS! [chismis: rumors] oh yes.. know I know how it feels like standing there and no one's listening. It must be really hard being a darn teacher huh?
So anyways, before I end our class, we gave a quiz! So, as i was taking off the notes from the board [the notes were written in a manila paper], the manila paper touched my right eyeball. YES...MY RIGHT EYEBALL. I tell ya, the manila paper can be very dangerous.... I was just happy my classmates got perfects scores... probably they were cheating. Oh well.. im a kid not a teacher. HAHAHAHAHA!!!!
Teacher or not... I still believe that I should enjoy my high school life.... although it's really hard.... hahhahahahah! I can DO IT! *say it with me!* I CAN DO IT! I CAN DO IT! CAN I DO IT???? hahahaha, wish me luck, viewers!
*woooo-paaah! Take a break once in a while...
Quote of the day: "Formula One Fever!" [baaah, i just made that up...]
Food of the day: yummy, delicious, mouth-watering, made with tender and love LASAGNA!
Color of the day: Brown
Expression of the day: "Oh, shooot!'
Happiness Rate [1-10] today: 9! hehehehehehe
Smile ya'all! Formula One's next next week!
Kimi scribbled down her thoughts @ 10:13 PM